Sorry it has been so long since my last post. Within a couple of weeks I met with my dad's first and third wife, and his best childhood friend. It was this barrage of information that I still am not really sure what to do with. Pages upon pages of scribbled notes...memories and stories....facts? Not so sure. Things seemed to get really complicated, with so much information (some of which is totally contradictory) and then this overwhelming feeling of "what next?"
I still do not know the answer to that question. It seems that there is a general push for me to move in one direction....which makes me ask myself "do I have the balls?"
What direction is that? Well, most seem to think that the next logical step would be to contact my father's closest living biological relative - My Aunt. Why does this require balls you may ask...well I have not seen my Aunt since my eighth grade graduation party. There are various reasons for this, none of which I am planning on disclosing at this time because I might just develop the internal strength and resolution (i.e. balls) to contact her. It would be easy she apparently still works at the same retail store she has for over 30 years....but do I have the balls? This might be the true testament to how much I want to know about Paul.
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